Monday, 24 August 2026

there are stories in these windows.


there are stories in these windows

covered in the spray of the sea.

the lives inside a city so pretty

are a book that writes itself, but

there is no view that tells the full story.


there's the lady in 5g who cultivates

exotic plants in even more exotic pots.

every seedling and rootball,

every delicate orchid & hardy cactus

a newborn over which she 

cooed and fussed. the whole place

held the humidity of a rainforest 

and the emptiness of a cave.


there's the young potter on the top floor, 

whose thuds and whirs made her windows tremble,

hard at work, through the dark

and the light, it's subsistence living

dressed up as art and she knows it.

(at least she has the sea).

she fills boxes with the jugs and mugs,

carries them down to a kiln that 

sometimes works and prays she'll break

even at the market. she's a strapping

human but exudes a sense that

she won't be around much longer.


then there's the old man upstairs

who cultivated a friendship with a 

kookaburra. every morning, on the knocker,

sometimes mince, sometimes cheese

would lure the wild bird

to the balcony.

they built up quite a connection;

when kook laughed

so would the wildman,

throw himself back in an

alarming duet of bush and bear.


the lonely hearts sparkle all over

this pretty city, dotted in a

constellation that just can't seem

to reach totality. 

they go out, they come home. 

they fashion trinkets and amulets,

rituals and vision boards.

they have jobs to pay the bills

and keep them sane, but on the

nights when the tide rises over

their souls and the full moon

howls at itself the idea of 

wolfsbane can really take hold.



Thursday, 13 November 2025

surge

there's a word for the surge that you give me

when i'm looking for pleasures divine,

meanwhile december whispers of treachery. 


incantations put us both in jepardy

let's be done with the nursery rhymes

there's a word for the surge that you give me. 


we are caught in the thrall of heavy delicacies 

when our lust is the perfect crime,

meanwhile december whispers of treachery.


your fingers have their own blessed memory

with the sweet taste of bitter lime

there's a word for the surge that you give me. 


now be bold and prepare the weaponry 

cos into the saddle i climb,

meanwhile december whispers of treachery. 


fear of the future has its hooks in me

so let's explode now while there's still time

there's a word for the surge that you give me

as december whispers of treachery. 

Monday, 27 October 2025

villanelle

there are regrets gigantic
rolling hills envelope many graves
for my king, the eternal idiot.

i don the armour of the almostbrave,
send my orisons to the other place 
where there are regrets gigantic.

i join the regemental throng while
blackbirds cry sirens in our wake
alarming my king, the eternal idiot. 

my fears are large and onerous,
heavy with ghostly implications
because there are regrets gigantic.

the air is thick with belligerent madness
meanwhile my countrymen are falling
around our king, the eternal idiot. 

and if our gorgeous god allows
no one arrives alive, or victorious
when there are regrets gigantic
and our king is the eternal idiot. 


Thursday, 1 May 2025

trepidatious

a tribute to reality television. 


is it

though,

is it

the word?

Wednesday, 30 April 2025

penance.

facing a jury

of previous lovers

i hope they remember

me fondly.

some made me bold,

a few made me scared,

some were only around

for a night 

or a few hours. 

you were all my muses

in your time,

even if i've already

forgotten your name.

your honour i contend

that i am accountable  

only for standing up 

for myself, and that

my kindness serves only

to highlight their

own misconceptions. 

to conclude your honour 

i offer up my sacrifices 

and take penance in your thoughts.

Tuesday, 29 April 2025

again.

when love is rubbed away

there is a cast of shadows

to greet you.

they inhabit the steam,

singing songs of longing

and insomnia.

what chains must break?

what piece of fate

occurs to make

the light shine?

pulling the moon

into the story

i've been digging holes

and uncovering things,

where the air is pregnant,

and you are born again.

Monday, 28 April 2025

chances.

swallowing  the bitter

with the sweet

i carry matches

for starting fires

and magic tricks.

a stronger fate

awaits the penitent, 

but to fall in love

with a clown

seems my best/worst

chance of finding 

happiness. 

i don't know the magic

spell that well so

don't let the 

blindfold slip, my dear.

bring me the head

of a snake that whispers,

strip yourself naked 

for us all to enjoy.

none of us are afraid

of the dark anymore. 

v.

vicious victorious vandals     
vacate various viaducts.
vixens varigate vistas,
variously viscounts vigorously
vault visible valuables.
viable votes validate
village venerable vices.

Saturday, 26 April 2025

friday.

friday isn't always my favourite, 

grey days come sometimes

on a friday, gloom

sets scenes from my dreams

to play out in real time, 

a grotesque theatrical

performance. 


in the north

a storm rages,

king tides of the mind

where more than the body

takes a battering. 

slam dunked in the spume

it's a friday struggle 

to remain

upright.


i take an uncertain lover,

fastidious, anxiety ridden

we ride together 

for a time, until

ultimately i grow weary

of his friday idiosyncrasies. 

i leave him with scratches

but no dents.


when the angels sing

i try to reply

in a language foreign,

a language of hope

and redemption. i tell

them the unexpected, 

that fridays make me 

want to go home, and

if only i could find

the right sequence 

of events.


i run through my

safe words to comfort me

monday, tuesday

-watch me drop-

wednesday, thursday

-into the next-

                friday.

Friday, 25 April 2025

atlas.

silence sounds

a lot like screaming 

and by that i mean

your absence

makes a void

so large i have

lost days in it

and by that i mean

i have ghosted

loved ones

in your honour

and by that i mean

i'd pull the burden 

of atlas to lose

sight of you.

Thursday, 24 April 2025

ready.

ready to spread

my wings

i am at the

mercy 

of the cat.

will he take 

the higher ground,

content with

unhunted sustenance?

or will my twitch

itch his featherhairs

enough to make me

entrèe?

he crouches lower,

i am a statue.

he makes that

clicking sound,

i am stone.

we share a 

heartbeat

as the sky around us

darkens,

this is it.

and then the

blessing of a

dog barking 

releases me from

a cruel twist

of fate.

Wednesday, 23 April 2025

sing.

(after dance little baby, traditional nursery rhyme)

sing little baby, sing down low
sing black sabbath, mother won't know.
yell & scream and scream and yell
eat a bat you'll go to hell.
up to the ceiling down to the floor
drugs are a trip, have some more.
sing little baby, make all the bread
you'll need it for living but not when you're dead.

Tuesday, 22 April 2025

art.

art reflects

but only

if you let it. 

sometimes arid,

like the badlands 

sometimes lush,

like babylon. 

try to stare

unblinking.

tell your art

you will bleed for it

if asked,

chastise your art

like an unruly toddler,

then open your arms

to the unambiguous

love that returns.

promise your art

your first born,

or at least a finger.

Monday, 21 April 2025

rise.

i can't stay around

until you turn

blank eye cold,

i just don't have 

that kind of 

winter covering.

so i will leave now,

whispering

the mantras of strength

and resilience as

my tears shed

more than salt. 

my eyes are not windows

they're oceans, 

watch the tide rise.

Sunday, 20 April 2025

okay.

like an heirloom
found in the darkest corner

like a penny dropped
and a dollar found

like the rain
late for the party

like an artwork restored

like the hat pin
as a convenient weapon

like a talisman
worn close to the heart

like a unicorn
calmed by the maiden

like a song 
that takes you over

like a ritual
resurrected by the pagans

like the milk spilt

i will be okay.




Saturday, 19 April 2025

icecream.

iridescent in my eyes

can't resist you, ever

everytime you call my name

candour leaves the room.

right on up to pussie's bow

excellent, exotic taste sensation 

anytime, anywhere, anywhy

maybe i'll have a bowl now.

Friday, 18 April 2025

eventually.

autumn falls
at april's hurdle
as summer refuses
to let go.
we have missed
november's
thunderstorms,
leaving us short
on electricity
for future endeavours. 
times change,
so do the seasons
eventually. 

Thursday, 17 April 2025

made.

we are not made of stone, 

because every bone

is encircled in

the stars of the ages.

seek relaxation as a way

of maintaining innocence,

seek innocence as a way

of maintaining joy.

seek the ethereal. 

ribbons drip, some light relief, 

some too dark to face,

trust they always

keep coming.

victories collected

place rungs on  

your ladder,

keep climbing jacob,

we're right behind you.

Wednesday, 16 April 2025

of course.

don't put on a talisman 

then wonder when

the magic happens.

it doesn't matter

how many secret altars

you worship at

you'll never get

redemption 

without crossing

a few thresholds.

philosophy is fine

for the thinkers,

and there's always art

as a chemical imperative, 

but of course

the default 

is panic.

Tuesday, 15 April 2025

anyway.

inspired by history,

beatings will be

administered daily

to activate lifeforce.

we play wartime orgies

to pretend that we're not

living in endtimes.

"this too will pass" we say

changing the sheets for

the next one.

the rose that is thrown

to the gutter still smells

as sweet and sour

as the lily feigning death,

or the frangipani.

they've cordoned off my

special place in heaven

and hell, judging by

my life so far it could

go either way.

jesus knew that lazarus

would be his undoing, 

but he did it anyway.

Monday, 14 April 2025

lament.

i send my orisons

to the ghosts, those of us

now free of our bones

and our muddy feet.

i pray they are

opaque enough 

to hold my pleas

in their ether as i watch 

them follow convention 

to float close to the scene

of their demise.

i ask for the mudane

i ask for the impossible 

i ask for my friends and relations

i ask simply to watch.

they tell me

"crush your eggshells, 

lest the devil finds you home."

Sunday, 13 April 2025

lament.

the craven angels 

send their ferrets

of reconnaissance 

north to sentinel

for content.

satellites are for 

the spying of 

citizens,

their discontent 

rises.

with an early start

the bakers lead

the eat the rich

revolution, who

better to prepare

the feast?

four and twenty 

blackbirds cry sirens,

the dead don't hear

their eulogy. 


Saturday, 12 April 2025

ketamine.

i roll my eyes

to raise my suspicions.

to you trust

is a tourist

who has worn

out all welcome.

to me trust

is the moon

who is

sometimes hidden,

always watching.

Friday, 11 April 2025

incantation.

dance like you're an

animated peanuts character 

cry like you're on a

downtown train

laugh like you've been 

released from prison

run like the devil's 

on your tail.

belch like you've 

just had your dinner 

sigh like you're

out in the rain

pray like there's 

nobody listening

ache like he just 

broke your heart again.


Thursday, 10 April 2025

in.

in depth, i am 

a shallow puddle

in depth, i am 

a lamb

in depth, i am 

a balloon exploding 

in depth, i am 

the slam.

in depth, i am 

a drop suspended 

in depth, i am 

a lair

in depth, i am 

taste sensation

in depth, i am 

the fair. 

in depth, i am 

a moon horizon

in depth, i am 

sprite

in depth, i am

boulder crushing

in depth, i am 

the night.

Wednesday, 9 April 2025

however.

no memory serves

the exact truth, however

dreams fill in the blanks.

Tuesday, 8 April 2025

genie.

experiment where
the danger is inherent;
run without shoes,
shout with no chorus,
balance
              anywhere.
the years find
more danger signs to heed,
your instinct is to
question them. but like the
sphinx, they do not
care for trivialities, 
humanities,
fragilities.
paradigms change,
but not without
a battle royale
and a few slip ups,
so beware,
once wished the genie
may cloud your vision.
satisfaction comes
enshadowed, 
for blind eyes
to lead the way.

Monday, 7 April 2025

fictions.

in a suburban vista

there are things only

seen with your eyes shut.

i've looked once before,

standing on the shoulders

of ghosts now free of their 

bones they float past

the scene of the accident.

fly my pretties,

rewrite your fictions

to better suit your narratives.

sirens wail

which upsets the nestlings

and makes them wail too.


Sunday, 6 April 2025

eternal.

it may be the sun

who shows us the way,

but when the darkness comes

the truth seekers will see.

inside the oracle (question everything)

there is a blinding light,

a holy light

where jesus knows that lazarus 

will be his undoing

but he digs anyway.

Saturday, 5 April 2025

dandy.

abbreviated senses

fall over themselves

to reach tear ducts

inhale/exhale,

stomp as a way of

release.

you are here.

side roadworks 

cause not only

confusion 

just

be grateful 

there's no fatalities

today.

the planets aren't

aligned or even

talking to each other

right now but

there's no trouble

in paradise

unless you send up

the solar flares.

the theatre of war

is only entertaining 

to frankenstein's lover.

you never get

the generals to the front,

oligarchs must remain

ignorant, or at least 

blinkered for us to

remain capitalised.

tears are not

the most valuable liquid,

that's ink

to sign the papers.


alternatively...

Thursday, 3 April 2025

crocheted clive.


i begin with the

best intentions,

but the piece

of my brain that

imagines success

has mastered the art 

of misrepresentation. 

the frogs creep in.

the tangles turn

to order, but only

sometimes. wrangle

your materials in an

almost brutal sense. 

you have an audience 

remember shirley,

you'd better sparkle.

punch the needle

pull the chain

you'll be okay

precious artifact,

if only i can...

Wednesday, 2 April 2025

burns.

 he doesn't burn slowly, 

usefully,  like a candle,

he burns dangerously

like a cigarette 

about to be dropped 

on crusty bedsheets,

he burns like red embers

spat from the fire

onto ancient rugs.


he is a dervish, whirling,

living for this moment 

and this moment,

and this one.

he is a professor

in the science of 

getting nowhere. 

he devours all the flavours, 

he is the rainbow. 

the flags he flies

are not red, they're flaming,

and i am the moth.

Tuesday, 1 April 2025

apollo.

apollo walked

by moonlight

contemplating entropy.


although a king

of increasing power

the snowball effect

of the melting ice,

the fires that close

the gap on heaven and hell,

the ruptures that 

the earth endures

make him fear the virus

has finally won.


apollo wept

by candlelight 

contemplating entropy.

Saturday, 6 July 2024

stairway to the edge. ripped off stairway to heaven-led zepplin.

it’s gentle at first,

but already it’s haunted.

ghosts float in a medieval parade

and i long to join their dance

but it is too soon, they say

too soon.


following the paths of various pipers

i crave a more diabolical dancer,

one who carries a knife and

flattens his hair. but whiskey don’t

make lucky, and even the madonna

is crying when the rain washes 

down the stained glass windows.


the hills get steeper, and louder,

there’s a real build.


the undergrowth makes cover

for the thief, so not everything

can be revealed,

some things must remain hidden

until the arrival of the may queen,

and the drums.


then a passer by asks me “is this 

the way to heaven baby?”


cue the electric.



 no matter the talisman i carry

it’s less of a caffeine high and 

more of a midsommar mania.

the rocks sprout flowers

and the riverbeds flood, a cleansing.

the wonder of it all fills my eyes, as

words that cannot be spoken

must be wept.



things get a little… nonsensical

as the boats dock at the

quarantine island - 

they're throwing a party for our souls!

it’s all strobe lights and amulets

and dancing like the world’s on fire,

because it is.


on the edge of everything

there is a sharpness, where

things are felt more keenly.

and that’s where we gather, watching

our island inch

to the edge

of the sharp, flat earth,

and finally

we find

our lady.

we needed you to go to rehab amy. ripped off rehab-amy winehouse.


developing a habit

as easy as

falling down.

you flirt with 

danger and chemistry

to make a heady cocktail,

staggering from drink

to drink

to drunk

in an extravagant tango

that you call love.

we needed you to go to rehab amy.


you opened your mouth

and from a place divine

you filled the room

with the furniture of your life,

spinning your heartaches

like fine white linen,

dropping rare gems

like ice into bourbon.

moody blues and bloody ballet shoes

we needed you to go to rehab amy.


 you thought that you were

in love with love,

but what you craved was chaos.

sad that the music wasn’t enough,

sad that you failed more times

than you tried - and you did try.

so i get that you’d rather be

drunk than sad but we needed you,

we needed you to go to rehab amy.


now you inhabit

our thin places,

slipping in and out of

our everyday cravings,

singing self destructive anthems

to the loves and losses and alarm bells

that shape us all.


all soul and no body

we needed you to go to rehab amy.


Friday, 5 May 2023

a small sonnet.

we touch lips

and you are ready

my ego slips

but yours is steady.


fingers transferring

your scent to my skin

muscles clenching

deep and within.


hands are claws

and tongues don't care

map my flaws 

so they turn to air.


we come together, simpatico 

on a rolling stone crescendo. 

Saturday, 29 May 2021

days.


insomnia carries

its weight through 

my days

dragging my feet 

slowing my heart

heavy on my eyes 

insomnia carries. 


grief weighs

its way through

my days

pricking my nerves

poking at memories

getting my guts

grief weighs.


happiness floats 

over my head through 

my days

out of reach

visibly pretty

achingly far

happiness floats. 


Thursday, 13 May 2021

left.

the grimest

of reapers

doesn't want

you dead,

for him the

satisfaction 

lies in your

suffering. 


a cast

of shadows

greets you 

as you run

but you

can't let the 

rapture

catch ya.


aim for the

thin places

the spaces

where the 

air is pregnant

& you are 

born again. 


depleted 

but you 

can't fight

the devil

with willpower 

so acceptance 

is all

that's left.



Tuesday, 11 May 2021

cheyenne.

sitting in the shadow of the rockies

it's a long way there. 

fog covered mountain, secrets

i'd like to leave behind 

here in the shadows.

hands feel like ice

and ice feels like fire

and it won't feel so cold

if you just keep walking. 

stopping 

lets the chill air catch you

here in the shadows.

keep breathing deeply

the air is much

much thinner here

so catching breath is 

mindfulness, 

not mechanical.

think of the pioneers 

and slip on some sheepskin 

listen to the whispers.

because the mountain

knows them by their names

& by their dreams.

dream of steam trains 

and ski shoes, try to

pioneer your way out

of the past

of my head

it's not quite white yet

not quite hermit time.


Monday, 10 May 2021

storm.

it's deliciously messy 

when cuts cause blood

but not always.

i'll ask you to

send envoys 

from another 

threshold, because 

however harrowing 

the daytime 

there is still 

enormous scope 

for the night.


apparently & differently 

the scariest step

is out.

when the blues

keep banging

in your head 

every step

is pointless, 

like a circle.

this time

the storm

stays silent.

Sunday, 9 May 2021

don't

write an anthem

write a prayer

write for the man

who is not there. 

write real fast

but reluctantly 

embrace the rhythm 

that you feel don't see.


don't see colour 

don't see race

don't see the nose

that's on my face

don't see the facts

that surround you now

i dream of better

but i don't know how. 

Friday, 7 May 2021

coffee

i choose coffee
over love.
why not?
my heart already 
ripped dripping
from my chest
that night,
that night of 
a thousand knives.

i choose coffee 
& make it strong. 
make it a liquid
to drip pitch
down my throat. 
make it in shots 
& give me
the bullets 
to load.

i choose coffee, 
because if it's 
hard to sleep
it's hard to dream. 

i choose coffee.
over water, over tea
over land, over sea
over anything else
you want to serve. 

Thursday, 6 May 2021

places.

i wake early to watch

the clouds

as if they were 

television.

joined by birds

incredulous 

we sing

& we sing

in a voice not quite

melancholy. 


i like to find

the thin places,

the spaces between

here

& not here.

someday the rapture

will take me

but for now

i settle for

some other damn

paradise.

Wednesday, 5 May 2021

strips.

it only took

a look

to turn me

into a

somebody 

done

somebody 

wrong song,

leaving me

bleeding roadside

in a sentimental 

way.


we sit

through the

guilty hours

ripping strips  

off a reality

rendered over

and nothing

that you say

can make 

this bitter 

distance

better.

Tuesday, 4 May 2021

didn't.

i didn't see it coming

when he took my hand

on the corner of

underdog & vine,

heartskip romeo

to sweep me

off the street.


so i didn't see it coming,

drunkdriver fast 

a car

to sweep me 

off the street 

& closer to heaven

than a body should climb. 


i didn't see it coming,

the gravity slap

that the 

the comedown implied. 

i was the prima ballerina 

in the frantic dance

around the inevitable. 



Monday, 3 May 2021

covered.

i'm not in

the habit of

misguided 

infatuation, so

what i like most

is your haunting 

storm damage

and the easy way 

you cover it over 

with sarcasm 

& substance abuse.


but whiskey 

don't make lucky

so i become 

familiar with the 

quick exit of the 

one night stand,

& the cold of the

middle of the

night.

Sunday, 2 May 2021

needs.

"i'll be there soon"

he said

a long time ago.

i stayed long enough 

for a spider to spin

a web on me

so that she could

whisper in my ear

"if you need me i'll 

be dancing".

Saturday, 1 May 2021

thoughts.

 i'm not in the business 

of giving things away 

but this frown is free,

i made it myself 

from found objects

so you see

it has your name on it.


once,

and later on

the needle scratches 

words of

ambiguous meaning,

another tattoo 

torment.


thoughts, they 

waterfall, & the 

only time

peace finds a

home here

is when elvis

sings the 

blues.




Monday, 8 April 2019

eight

if ever i dreamed
of a bleak city
this is it.

nameless buildings
and strip malls
with too many signs.

the trees are
closing shop for winter
shadows of their
former selves.

sticks and stoned don't
break my bones but
the cold takes
my breath away.

seven

they have closed the coffee shop
whe you committed suicide,
drinking cup after cup after cup
of coffee too strong for
your heart to handle.

i walk past, trying to remember
the good times, the sane times.
i flick my eyes to the skies
because i don't know where else
to look for you.

time does help but cannot hold
my heart the way that you did,
like a badge on your chest.
i still take my coffee strong
as a lesson from the dead.

Saturday, 6 April 2019

six

we stay until
our shadows grow
so long
they are almost
out of reach.

you linger,
touch my hand
and say
"there is just
one thing more..."

sound turns hollow
and crickets weep,
but our glory
will live in
the small arrangements.